What is this feeling you're so sure of
I don't know what I can do. I mean, maybe I should write down my plans, it might help me actually do something that I planned to do
Maybe it won't, I don't know
God I wish I didn't have to worry about money. But I am worried and there's nothing I can do right now. I swear to god that I tried
I simply don't know what to do. I don't know. There is no answer
I tried, and I failed, and I will fail again, because this is not what I'm supposed to do these days. I'm not there yet. I have to figure out some stuff first, but I do it for two years now, and I feel like one big failur. I'm nothing and everybody knows that
Of cours I'm not, but it certainly feels that way. I just don't know what I can do
And let's face it, there's no one I can trust right now. Not even myself
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