I'm Tired,
And there are lots of people i'd like to be with and talk to.
But I can't, for various reasons.
One is not available. Not now, and not for the near future.
A bunch are just painful, to see, to long for, and to be forever distant.
One is a mystery, of which i know nothing about what will happen if we meet.
Another is a painful reminder of childlish actions and misplaced beliefs.
The one I crave for the most, The one I'd give everything for,
remains hidden.
A word here, a messege there.
Love is a confusing matter.
I do not know what is required and expected from me.
Therefore, I'm in a mess.
Well, besides short periods here and there I'm always in a mess.
So I guess that's ok...
I don't know if you'll read this,
or if you'll understand.
If you have a doubt,
Just ask.
You're straightfoward, and honest.
That's one of the things I love about you.
Farewell.
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