I play with people's feelings. Not because I want that, it just comes out. By accident
I want to love. I want to be loved
And I can. I truely love you guys. You were here in my bad times. And I believe to all those people who say they love me
I just... don't know how to act. All the time
So I let it flow, but actually I have other feelings. Hard feelings, most of the time
Like anger, or jealousy
I don't lie, I just hide the truth
I hide my fear, my anger, my hurted feelings
But when I learn to know the person in front of me, I can do anything. I can be a normal person
I am a normal person. I am good. I just need time