I cried days and nights, thinking about you. About us. I have no excuses. The fault is mine. I did all those terrible things which made you go away.
But now, I truly regret that. I hate the fact that I flew with you. That I let you control my feelings. I hate the fact that I'm still in love with you. I can't let it go on. This is my reason for ignoring you. I am going to forget you. From your look, through your words, until the huge feelings you gave me.
You were my best friend. You were my everything. But now I have others. I have another best friend, I have another reason to laugh every day. I wake up every morning because of me, not because of you.
Don’t get me the wrong way, I still love you, and I think of you every day. Bt not in the same way.
Now I just remember the good days we had.
At least, I hope I do.
