I loved English and wanted to get better in it
I already graduated, and still love English, but the will to speak English perfectly is gone
I barely read (unless it's something extremely easy or familiar), I have no one to talk with and I don't have enough internet to watch movies.
I know that I should read or watch TED lectures, but I think that the problem is that in school I was very good- 5 points, great grades... and now, comparing to the world, I'm fine, but I'm not good. It botheres me because now I have to feel like I'm fighting again, and English was the one thing in my life which was simple.
I think that what I'm tring to ask is- how can I get better (I realy need to work on my grammer and vocabulary), without feeling like I'm behind.
there are no easy books for people who get along with English but don't speak that language. I don't want to read
books for kids but all the rest are too difficult.
I want to read for fun, without opening the dictionary every seven words.
songs are not an option because usually the meaning is too high (unless the song is realy stupid, and then the lyrics will be that level, too).
it may sound like I don't want to use my brain. maybe it's true, I don't know... I guess I just wanted to talk about my little problems somewhere.
