(๐ŸŽฒ)ื™ืœื“ื” ืฉืœ ืื‘ื

ืœื.

ื”ื•ื ืœื

ืขืœื”

ืœืชื•ืจื”

 

ืœืžื” 

ื–ื” ื›ืœ ื›ืš

ื‘ืจื•ืจ?

 

(ื”ื•ื

ืขืœื”

ืœืฉืžื™ื™ื)

 

 

 

 

..ื™ืœื“ื” ืฉืœ ืื‘ืืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืžื™ืฉื”ื• ืื—ืจ

ืขืœื”

ื‘ืžืงื•ืžื•.

 

ืžื™ืฉื”ื•

ืฉื›ื ืจืื”
ืžืื“ ืื”ื•ื‘

ืฉื

ืœืžืขืœื”

 

ื•ื ื‘ื—ืจ

ืœื”ื›ืจื™ื–

ืขืœ ื”ืฉื

ืฉืœ

ื”ื—ื™ื™ื

 

(ืœื”ื›ืจื™ื–

ืขืœ

ื”ืฉื

ืฉืœื™.)

 

 

..ื“ืฃ ืชืœื•ืฉ

I think I'm losing my mind now

"You wouldn't want your life to be cut short"

Oh yeah

She better shut the fuck up before I punch a wall

Or her

My patience is short

And I'm literally gonna lose my mind if it keeps that way

Everything is making me anxious and it's bad

I hate it

And I miss them and it's killing me and photos are not enough

So yeah maybe I already lost my mind

All I want is peace and quiet

And that's not gonna happen

I need to sleep asap

How do I fall asleep right now with all the thoughts and worries ah

Pfff

Good night or something

ืคื™ื–ื™ืงื” ืฉืœ ืฆืœื™ืœื™ืxmasterx

ืื•ืžืจื™ื ืฉืฆืœื™ืœ ื–ื” ืจื˜ื˜ ืฉืœ ืื•ื™ืจ ืื• ืชื“ืจ

ื–ื” ืœื ื ื›ื•ืŸ

ืฆืœื™ืœ ื–ื” ื”ื’ืขื’ื•ืข ืœืฉืงื˜.

ืจื’ืข ืื—ืจื™ ืฉื”ืฉืงื˜ ืžื•ืคืจ ื™ืฉ ืฆืœื™ืœ ืฉื”ื•ื ื‘ื“ื™ื•ืง ื”ื’ืขื’ื•ืข ื”ื–ื”.

ื›ืœื™ ื ื’ื™ื ื” ืœื ืžื™ื™ืฆืจื™ื ืžื•ื–ื™ืงื” ื”ื ืจืง ืžืคืจื™ื ืืช ื”ื“ืžืžื”, ืคื•ืฆืขื™ื ืืช ื”ืฉืงื˜.

ื”ื“ื ืฉื ื•ื–ืœ ืžื”ืคืฆื™ืขื” ื”ื–ืืช ื–ืืช ื”ืžื ื’ื™ื ื”.

ื›ืฉืžื™ืฉื”ื• ืžื ืกื” ืœื“ื—ื•ืก ืžื•ื–ื™ืงื” ืœืงื‘ืฆื™ื ืื• ืœืžื“ื•ื“ ืื•ืชื” ื‘ืชื“ืจื™ื ื–ื” ื—ื™ืœื•ืœ ื”ืงื•ื“ืฉ.

ื—ื™ืœื•ืœ ื”ืžื ื’ื™ื ื”.

ื”ื—ื˜ื ืœื ื‘ืื•ื–ืŸ ื”ื—ื˜ื ื‘ื–ื” ืฉืฉื•ื›ื—ื™ื ืฉื”ืžื•ื–ื™ืงื” ืœื ื ืžืฆืืช ื‘ืฆืœื™ืœื™ื ื”ื™ื ื ืžืฆืืช ื‘ืจื•ื•ื— ืฉื‘ื™ื ื™ื”ื.

ื‘ืฉืงื˜

ื‘ื—ืœืœ

ืขื›ืฉื™ื• ื™ืฉ ืฉืงื˜xmasterx

ืขื“ ืขื›ืฉื™ื• ื”ื™ื• ืฆืœื™ืœื™ื ืฉืœ ืกืขืจื” ืฉื”ืœื›ื• ื•ื”ืชื—ื–ืงื•

ื•ืขืœื•

ื•ื ืžืชื—ื• ื‘ืžืชื— ืžื˜ืจื™ื“

ืœื ื”ืฉืื™ืจื• ื›ืžืขื˜ ืฉืงื˜ ื•ืžืจื•ื•ื— ืœื ืฉื•ื.

ืืชืžื•ืœ ื”ื›ืœ ื”ืชืคืจืฅ ื‘ืื™ื–ื” ืคืจืื™ื•ืช ืฉืœ ื˜ื™ืจื•ืฃ.

ืขื›ืฉื™ื• ื™ืฉ ืฉืงื˜

ื•ืžืชื—ื™ืœ ื”ืฆืœื™ืœ ื”ื‘ื.

ื›ื•ืœื ืžื—ื›ื™ื ืœื“ืขืช ืžื” ื™ื”ื™ื” ื”ืฆืœื™ืœ ื”ื‘ื

ืžื” ื ืฉืžืข

ืžื” ื ืจืื”

ืžื” ื™ื”ื™ื”

ืžื™ ื™ื ื’ืŸ

ืืฃ ืื—ื“ ืœื ืฉื ืœื‘ ืœืฉืงื˜ ื•ืœืžืจื•ื•ื— ื‘ื™ืŸ ื”ื›ืœ.

ืคื™ื–ื™ืงื” ืฉืœ ืฆืœื™ืœื™ื

ืฆืจื™ืš ืœืฆืืชxmasterxืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืœืงื—ืช ืงืฆืช ื—ื•ืคืฉ

ืœืจื“ืช ืœืกื™ื ื™

ืื•ืœื™ ืœื—ืœืง ื”ืžืขืจื‘ื™ ืฉืœื”

ื‘ืื–ื•ืจ ื—ื ื•ื›ื”, ืงืฆืช ืœืคื ื™

ืœืกื™ื ื™ ื™ื•ืจื“ื™ื

ืื—ืจ ื›ืš ืขื•ืœื™ื ื‘ื—ื–ืจื”

ืžืกืข ืฉืœ ื—ื•ืจืฃ

ืœืžื›ืจื•ืช ื”ื˜ื•ืจืงื™ื–

ื”ืฆื‘ืข ืฉืœื ืžืชืื™ื ืœื›ืœื•ื

ืขื ื›ืœื•ื

ื’ื ืœื ืขื ืขืฆืžื•

ื›ืžื” ืกืžืœื™.

ื›ืฉื”ื›ืœ ื›ืžื• ืœื•ืœืื” ืกื’ื•ืจื” ืฆืจื™ืš ืœืฉื‘ื•ืจ ืื•ืชื”

ืฉื ื™ื” ืœืคื ื™ ื—ื ื•ื›ื”

ืจื’ืข ืœืคื ื™ ื”ืื•ืจ

ื™ื•ืจื“ื™ื ืžืขืจื‘ื”

ืฆื‘ืขื™ื

ื˜ืขืžื™ื

ืฆื•ืจื•ืช

ืฆืœื™ืœื™ื

ืžื™ื

ื—ื•ืœ

ืฉืžื™ื

ื‘ืขืœื™ ื—ื™ื™ื

ืขื ื ื™ื

ืจื•ื—

ื‘ื ืœื™ ืœื˜ื•ืก ืœื”ื•ื“ื•ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟ

ื›ืŸ ื›ืŸ

ืขื›ืฉื™ื•.

..ื–ื™ืช ืฉืžืŸ ื•ื“ื‘ืฉ

ืžืžืžืžืž

ื™ืฉ ืฉื ืขื‘ื•ื“ื” ื–ืจื”

ืžืžืžื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟ

ืœื ื ืกืชื›ืœ ื•ืœื ื ื›ื ืก ืœืžืงื“ืฉื™ื ืฉืœื”ื

ืกื’ื•ืจ?

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

ืžื” ืžื•ืฉืš ืื•ืชืš ืœืขืฉื•ืช ื‘ื”ื•ื“ื•?Gini

ืžืื ืฉื™ื ืงืจื•ื‘ื™ื ืฉืื ื™ ืžื›ื™ืจ ื•ื”ื™ื• ืฉื - ื”ืชืจืฉืžืชื™ ืฉื”ื•ื“ื• ื™ื›ื•ืœื” ืœื”ื™ื•ืช ืžื“ื”ื™ืžื”, ืžื™ื•ื—ื“ืช, ืœืžืœื ืื•ืชืš ื‘ื—ื•ื•ื™ื•ืช ื™ื•ืฆืื•ืช ื“ื•ืคืŸ, ื ื•ืคื™ื ืžื“ื”ื™ืžื™ื, ืืš ื‘ื• ื‘ื–ืžืŸ ืžืื•ื“ ื“ื•ื—ื” ื•ืžื’ืขื™ืœื”. ื”ืœื ืชืจื‘ื•ืชื™, ืฆืคื™ืคื•ืช, ืœื›ืœื•ืš, ืจืขืฉ, ืืฉืคื” ื‘ืจื—ื•ื‘ื•ืช, ืขื•ื ื™ ืžื—ืจื™ื“โ€ฆ.

ื•ื•ืืœื” ืžื•ืฉืš ืื•ืชื™ ืขื“ื™ื™ืŸ...ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟ

ื”ืฆื‘ืขื™ื ื”ืจื™ื—ื•ืช... ื”ื—ื•ืคืฉ

ื‘ืืœื™ ืœื˜ื™ื™ืœ ื”ืจื‘ื” ื•ืขื ื”ื ื•ืคื™ื ืฉื

ื–ื•ืจืžืช ื’ื ืœืกื™ื ื™

ื ืจืื” ืœื™ ืฉื•ื™ื˜ื ืื ืชืขื ื” ืœืš ืขืœ ื›ืœ ื”ืฆืจื›ื™ื โ€ฆGiniืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืžืื•ื“ ืคื•ืคื•ืœืืจื™ ืœื˜ื™ื™ืœ ืฉื ื‘ืฉื ื™ื ื”ืื—ืจื•ื ื•ืช- ื ืจืื” ืœื™ ืืคื™ืœื• ื ื”ื™ืชื” ื™ื•ืชืจ ืคื•ืคื•ืœืจื™ื•ืช ืžื”ื•ื“ื•.

(ื•ืื—ื•ืชื™ ื˜ืกื” ืœื•ื™ื˜ื ืื ื‘ืขื•ื“ ื›ืžื” ืฉื‘ื•ืขื•ืช, ืœื˜ื™ื•ืœ ืฉืœ 10 ื™ืžื™ื)

ืžื” ืืชื ืื•ืžืจื™ืื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟ

ืื ื™ ื™ืฆืœื™ื—?

ื‘ื”ืฆืœื—ื”xmasterx

ืชื•ื“ื”ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟ

ืื•ืงื™

ืื– ื”ืฆืœื—ืชื™

ืžื” ื‘ืžืช....?

ื›ืŸ

ื™ืื•

ื›ื™ื™ืฃ! ื ื”ื“ืจ ืฉื”ืœืš ืœืš ื˜ื•ื‘! ื‘ื”ืฆืœื—ื” ื‘ื”ืžืฉืš ื’ื ื›ืŸGini

๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืืช ืชืฆืœื™ื—ื™.ืžืฉื”

(ื‘ื')

ืชื•ื“ื”๐Ÿ™ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ๐ŸŒฟ

..ื–ื™ืช ืฉืžืŸ ื•ื“ื‘ืฉ

ืœื›ื• ืœื”ืฆื‘ื™ืข!

ื’ื ื‘ื’ืฉื!

ื”ืงืคืฆื”ื–ื™ืช ืฉืžืŸ ื•ื“ื‘ืฉืื—ืจื•ื ื”

..ื“ืฃ ืชืœื•ืฉ

This is a day that I wanna get into bed and never get out