ื”ืžื™ื™ืœ ื”ืื“ื•ืื”ืžื™ื™ืœ ื”ืื“ื•ืื—ื™ืคื•ืฉ
ืคื•ืจื•ื ืจื™ืง ื•ืžื•ืกืชืจ

ื‘ื”ื ื”ืœืช: ืžื‘ื•ืœื‘ืœืช ืžืื“ื“ื“ื“
ืžื›ืชื‘ ืคืชื™ื—ื”
๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒทื”ืจืžื•ื ื™ื”
# ืื ื™ ืœื ืจื•ืฆื” ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘ ืขื“ื™ื™ืŸ.
# ืื™ืš ื–ื” ืฉื‘ืืžืช ื–ื” ืงื•ืจื” ืœื ื•. ืงื•ืจื” ืœื•, ืงื•ืจื” ืœื™, ืงื•ืจื” ืœืงื˜ื ื” ื”ื–ืืช, ืงื•ืจื” ืœื”ื•ืจื™ื
ืœืžื” ื”ื•ื ืฆืจื™ืš ืœืกื‘ื•ืœ?
ืžื” ื‘ืืžืช ืชืคืงื™ื“ื™ ืžืชื•ืš ื›ืœ ื”ื™ืกื•ืจื™ ืžืฆืคื•ืŸ ืžื” ืื ื™ ื‘ืืžืช ืฆืจื™ื›ื” ืœืงื—ืช ืืช ืขืฆืžื™ ืœื”ืฉืชืคืจ ื‘ื•
# ืžืชื™ ืื ื™ ืืœืš ืœื™ื ืฉื•ื‘ ื•ื”ืื ื–ื” ื™ื”ื™ื” ื‘ืืžืช ื›ืœ ื›ืš ื˜ื•ื‘ ืื• ืฉื”ืžื•ืขืงื” ืชื›ื‘ื™ื“ ืขื“ ืฉืชืงืฉื” ืขืœื™ื™ ืœื”ื ื•ืช?
# ืžืชื™ ืชื’ื™ืข ื”ืชื™ื‘ื” ื”ื–ืืช ื•ืื ื™ ืืืจื’ืŸ ืžื—ื“ืฉ ื”ื›ืœ. ืื™ืš ืื ื™ ืื•ื”ื‘ืช ืœืกื“ืจ... ืื•ืœื™ ื›ื“ืื™ ืœื™ ืœื—ืคืฉ ืขื‘ื•ื“ื” ื‘ืขื™ืฆื•ื‘? ืœื. ืื ื™ ืœื ืžื—ื–ื™ืงื” ื‘ื›ืœื•ื, ืฉื›ื—ืชื™ ืืช ื–ื”.
ืžืงื•ื•ื” ืฉืœื ืืชืื›ื–ื‘ ื•ืฉื™ืฆื ื˜ื•ื‘.
# ืื– ืžื” ื–ื• ื”ืืžื•ื ื” ืื ื”ื›ืœ ืœื˜ื•ื‘ื”... ื–ื” ื ื›ื•ืŸ, ืื‘ืœ ืžื” ื”ื”ืฉืชื“ืœื•ืช ื‘ืชื•ืš ื”ื›ืœ?
# ืื™ื–ื” ื›ื™ืฃ, ืื™ื–ื” ื’ืŸ ืขื“ืŸ ืฉื™ืฉ ืืช ื”ืจื‘ื ื™ื ืฉื ื™ืจ ื’ื•ืื˜ื” ื•ื–ืžื™ืจ ื›ื”ืŸ.
--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~
ืจืง ืชื—ื–ื•ืจ 
--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

ื›ื™ ื“ื™

ื›ื™ ืื™ ืืคืฉืจ ื›ื› ื™ื•ืชืจ

ื›ื™ ื”ื›ืœ ื›ื‘ื“ ื•ื›ื•ืื‘ ื•ืžืฆื™ืฃ

ื›ื™ ืœื‘ื“


ื›ื™


ืื™ืŸ ืื•ื•ื™ืจ

ืื™ืŸ

ื”ื›ืœ ืกื•ื’ืจ ืขืœื™ื™

ื”ื—ื™ื™ื ื’ื“ื•ืœื™ื ืžื“ื™


ื–ื” ื™ื™ื’ืžืจ ืžืชื™ืฉื”ื•?

ื‘ืืžืช ื™ื”ื™ื” ื˜ื•ื‘?


ืžืชื™

ืจืง ืชื‘ื•ื ื›ื‘ืจ

ืชื’ืืœ


ื–ื” ืื™ ืืคืฉืจ ื™ื•ืชืจ


ื‘ื•ื

ื‘ื‘ืงืฉื”

๐Ÿค

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

ืื ื™ ืืฆืขืง

ืื ื™ ืืฆืขืง ื”ื›ื™ ื—ื–ืง

ื”ื›ื™ ื—ื–ืง ืขื“ ืฉืื”ื™ื” ืฆืจื•ื“ื”

ืขื“ ืฉื™ื’ืžืจ ื”ืื•ื•ื™ืจ ื•ื™ื”ื™ื” ื•ื•ืืงื•ื

ืื•ืœื™ ืžืชื•ืš ื”ื•ื•ืืงื•ื ืื•ื•ืœื“ ืžื—ื“ืฉ

ืื•ืœื™ ื”ื”ืชืžื•ื“ื“ื•ืช ื”ื–ื• ืจืง ืชื—ืฉืœ ื•ืœื ืชืฉื‘ื•ืจ

ืื•ืœื™ ืœื ืืคืกื™ืง ืœื”ืืžื™ืŸ


ื‘ื•ื ื ืฆืขืง ื‘ื™ื—ื“

ืื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”

ื—ื–ืง ื™ื•ืชืจ

ืื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”

ื”ื›ื™ ื—ื–ืง

ืื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”ื”


ืื™ืš ื”ืžืจื’ืฉ ืขื›ืฉื™ื•?

ื™ื•ืชืจ ื˜ื•ื‘?

ืืคืฉืจ ืœื ืฉื•ื ืงืฆืช?


ื–ื” ื›ื•ืื‘

ื–ื” ื—ื•ื ืง

ื–ื” ื›ื•ืื‘ ื ื•ืจื ื•ืกื•ื’ืจ ืžื›ืœ ื›ื™ื•ื•ืŸ


ื™ืฉ ื—ื™ื™ื ืื—ืจื™ ื”ืžื•ื•ืช

ืžื‘ื˜ื™ื—ื”

๐Ÿค

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~ืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืžื” ื™ื”ื™ื”

ืžื”


ืฉืžืฉื”ื• ื™ืงืจื”

ืฉื”ืœื‘ ื™ืฉืชื ื”

ืฉื”ื—ื™ื™ื ื™ืคืขืžื•

ืื ื™ ืื”ื™ื” ืœื™ ืืฉ ืžืื ืฉื™ื ืงืจื™ืืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
ื™ืฆื ื”ืžืจืฆืขืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!ืื—ืจื•ื ื”
..ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
ื—ื™ื” ื‘ืกืจื˜
..ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
ื–ื” ืœืขื“ ื™ื”ื™ื” ื›ื›ื”?
..ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
ืขื‘ืจ ืขืจื™ื›ื” ืขืœ ื™ื“ื™ ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž! ื‘ืชืืจื™ืš ื™"ื˜ ื‘ืฉื‘ื˜ ืชืฉืค"ื• 0:09

ื‘ืื’ ืืฆืœื™ ืื• ื‘ืื’ ื‘ืžืฆื™ืื•ืช?

..ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
ืืชื ืฉื™ื“ื•ืš ื˜ื•ื‘ ื”ื™ื ืืžืจื”


ื•ืœื ื™ื“ืขื”

..ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
ืฉืขื•ืช ืฉืžื•ืขื“ื•ืช ืœืคื•ืจืขื ื•ืช
ื’ืขื’ื•ืข ืฉื›ื–ื”ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!ืื—ืจื•ื ื”
ืื•ืค
--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

Don't do this

you'll regret it

Please

Find a way to escape this

Please

For you

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

ื“ื™ ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘ ื›ืœ ื›ืœ ื”ืจื‘ื”

ื“ื™

ื–ืจืžื™

ืฉื—ืจืจื™


ืื‘ืœ

ืžื” ืื

ืจื’ืข

ืื•ืœื™

ืฉื ื™ื™ื”


ืขื–ื‘ื™ ืืช ื–ื”

ื“ื™ ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘ ื›ืœ ื›ืš ื”ืจื‘ื”

ืžื” ื›ื‘ืจ ื™ื›ื•ืœ ืœืงืจื•ืช?

ืฉื—ืจืจื™

ืชื”ื ื™


ืื‘ืœ

ืจื’ืข

ื–ื” ืžืจื’ื™ืฉ ืœื™

ืจื’ืข


ื•ื•ืื™ ืœืžื” ื›ื›ื” ื›ื‘ื“ื”

ืคืฉื•ื˜ ื–ืจืžื™

ืชืคืกื™ืงื™ ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘ ื›ื› ื”ืจื‘ื”

ื–ื” ืœื ื‘ืจื™ื ืœืš

ืืช ืกืชื ื‘ืœื•ืค ืฉืœ ืขืฆืžืš


ืื‘ืœ

ืจื’ืข

ืื ืœื ืื—ืฉื•ื‘

ืื™ืš ืื—ืœื™ื˜

ืื™ืš ืื“ืข


ืกืžื›ื™ ืขืœื™ื™

ื”ื›ืœ ื™ื”ื™ื” ื‘ืกื“ืจ

ื™ื”ื™ื” ืœืš ื›ื™ืฃ, ืืช ืชื”ื ื™

ืžื” ื™ื•ืฆื ืœืš ืžื”ืžื—ืฉื‘ื•ืช ื”ืืœื”

ืชืงืœื™ืœื™

ืžื” ื›ื‘ืจ ื™ื›ื•ืœ ืœืงืจื•ืช

ื‘ื“ื•ืง ื™ื”ื™ื” ืœืš ื›ื™ืฃ


ื•ืื ืœื?


ื–ืจืžื™ ื ื• ื›ื‘ืจ ื–ืจืžื™

ื“ื™ ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘ ื›ื› ื”ืจื‘ื”

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

Note to self:

ื“ื’ืœ ืื“ื•ื

ืื ืœื ื ื•ืชื ื™ื ืœืš ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘

ืžื•ืชืจ ืœืš

ืงื—ื™ ืืช ื”ื–ืžืŸ

ืชื—ืฉื‘ื™

ืชืชืœื‘ื˜ื™

ืืœ ืชืชื‘ื™ื™ืฉื™

ืชืจื’ื™ืฉื™

ืื ื–ื” ืœื ืžืจื’ื™ืฉ ืœืš ืžื•ืชืจ ืœืš ืœื—ืฉื•ื‘

ืืœ ืชืขืฉื™ ืจืง ื›ื™ ื™ืืœืœื” ืœืžื” ืœื

ืชื”ื™ื™ ื›ื‘ื“ื”

ืืœ ืชื–ืจืžื™ ื‘ืงืœื™ืœื•ืช

ืื ื–ื” ืžืจื’ื™ืฉ ืœื ื ื›ื•ืŸ, ื–ื” ืœื ื ื›ื•ืŸ

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

ื“ื™

ื›ื‘ืจ ืœืขืกืชื ื•ื—ืคืจืชื ืืช ื–ื” ื›ื› ื”ืจื‘ื”

ื“ื™ ืœื˜ื—ื•ืŸ ืžื™ื

ื›ืžื” ืืคืฉืจ ืœื”ืกืชื•ื‘ื‘ ื‘ืื•ืชื• ืžืขื’ืœ

ื“ื™

ืœื ื™ืชื—ื“ืฉ ืฉื•ื ื“ื‘ืจ

ืืชื ืžื’ื™ืขื™ื ื‘ื“ื™ื•ืง ืœืื•ืชืŸ ืžืกืงื ื•ืช ืฉื”ื™ื• ืงื•ื“ื

ื–ื” ื‘ืืžืช ืžื™ื•ืชืจ

ื›ืœ ื”ื—ืฉืง ื›ื‘ืจ ื™ืฆื

ื—ืœืืก

ืืคืฉืจ ืœืฉื—ืจืจ

ื‘ื•ื ื ื•ื•ืชืจ ื•ื–ื”ื•

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

ืื‘ืœ ืื•ืฃ

ื–ื” ืžื’ืขื™ืœ

ื–ื” ืœื”ืฉืชืžืฉ ื•ืœื–ืจื•ืง

ืžื”

ืขื›ืฉื™ื• ื›ื‘ืจ ืœื ืฆืจื™ื›ื” ืื•ืชื” ืื– ื–ื”ื•?

ืืช ื‘ื˜ื•ื‘ ืื– ื–ื•ืจืงืช?

ืขืฉื™ืช ืืช ืฉืœืš ืืช ื™ื›ื•ืœื” ืœืœื›ืช?

ื–ื” ื“ื•ื—ื”

ื”ื™ื™ืชื” ืคื” ื”ืชืžืกืจื•ืช

ื”ื™ืชื” ืคื” ืžื•ืฉืงืขื•ืช ื ืคืฉื™ืช

ื–ื” ืœื ื™ืคื”

ื–ื” ืœืฉื—ืง ื‘ืจื’ืฉื•ืช

ื–ื” ื“ื•ื—ื”


ืื‘ืœ

ื–ื” ื—ื•ื ืง ืคืชืื•ื

ืคืชืื•ื ื ืขื™ื ื™ื•ืชืจ ืœื‘ื“

ืืคืฉืจ ืœื‘ื“

ื”ื’ื‘ ื–ืงื•ืฃ

ื”ื›ืœ ืงื˜ืŸ ืขืœื™ื™

ื”ืขื•ืœื ืคืชื•ื— ื‘ืคื ื™ื™


ืื•ืฃ

ืžื” ืขื•ืฉื™ื


ืชืฆื™ืœ ืื•ืชื™

--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~

ื“ื™

ืชืคืกื™ืงื™ ืขื ื–ื”

ืืช ืžืฉื—ืงืช ื‘ื” ื•ืืช ื™ื•ื“ืขืช ืืช ื–ื” ื•ืืช ื™ื•ื“ืขืช ื›ืžื” ื–ื” ื—ืฉื•ื‘ ืœื”

ืืœ ืชืฉืœื™ ืื•ืชื”

ืืช ืชืฉื‘ืจื™ ืœื” ืืช ื”ืœื‘

ื–ื” ื›ื› ืจืข

ืืช ื™ื•ื“ืขืช ืื™ืš ืืช ื’ื•ืจืžืช ืœื” ืœื”ืจื’ื™ืฉ ื•ืืช ื’ื ื™ื•ื“ืขืช ืื™ืš ื–ื” ื™ื’ืžืจ

ืชืฉืžืจื™ ืขืœื™ื”, ื‘ื‘ืงืฉื”

ื”ื™ื ื—ืฉื•ื‘ื” ืœื™

โค๏ธ


--ืžื—ื›ื” ืœืจื—ืžื™ื~ืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืชื—ืœื™ื˜ื™ ืขื ืขืฆืžืš ืžื” ืืช ืขื•ืฉื”

ืชื”ื™ื™ ืขืงื‘ื™ืช

ืืœ ืชื–ื’ื–ื’ื™

ืชื”ื™ื™ ืขื“ื™ื ื” ืื™ืชื”, ื‘ื‘ืงืฉื”

ื™ืฉ ืœืš ื”ืžื•ืŸ ื›ื— ื‘ื™ื“ื™ื™ื

ืืœ ืชื ืฆืœื™ ืื•ืชื• ืœืจืขื”


ืชื‘ื—ืจื™ ื‘ื˜ื•ื‘

ื‘ื‘ืงืฉื”

..ื“ืฃ ืชืœื•ืฉ
ืขื‘ืจ ืขืจื™ื›ื” ืขืœ ื™ื“ื™ ื“ืฃ ืชืœื•ืฉ ื‘ืชืืจื™ืš ื™"ื“ ื‘ืฉื‘ื˜ ืชืฉืค"ื• 16:39

God I hate that I hate that so much

He told her. Like it couldn't get any worse

I should probably talk to them about it tomorrow

And I fucking don't want to

Tatte why are you giving me those things

I can't take it

I have no power for this

She told me today that I have a lot of mental strength

But after this I do not think I do

What am I supposed to do

I really don't know

How can I open up to him if the fear is too real

There's an outside world and an inside world and I need to know the difference between them

It's so harddddd I can't I just can't

And I'm about to finish the treatment there and it's just getting worse

Tatte help me

I don't know what to do

I'm lost

How can I heal if I can't even talk to him

Look him in the eyes

I'm tired. I'm fucking tired

I need to sleep forever

But even when I sleep I have nightmares

So even this can't help me

Aaaaaaaaaa

Tatte I need you

Please help me

Okay? 

..ื“ืฃ ืชืœื•ืฉ
ื˜ืื˜ืข ืชืขื–ื•ืจ ื˜ื•ื‘
..ื“ืฃ ืชืœื•ืฉืื—ืจื•ื ื”

ืฉื™ื”ื™ื” ืœื ื• ื‘ื”ืฆืœื—ื”

ื”ืฆื™ืœื•

ืžื” ืืชื” ืจื•ืฆื” ืžืžื ื™ ืžื”ืžืฉื™ื— ื ืื• ื‘ืคื•ืž!
..ื”ืจืžื•ื ื™ื”

ื›ืœ ื›ืš ืงืฉื” ืœืจืคื ื˜ืจืื•ืžื•ืช.
ื›ืœ ื’ืœ ื›ืขืก ืžื—ื•ื“ืฉ ืื ื™ ื—ื•ืฉื‘ืช ืฉื–ื– ืžืฉื”ื• ื•ืฉื”ื›ื™ื•ื•ืŸ ื—ื™ื•ื‘ื™, ืื‘ืœ ืื™ืš ื”ืชื”ืœื™ืš ื›ื–ื” ืืจื•ืš.
ืื ื™ ื›ืœ ื›ืš ื›ื•ืขืกืช ื•ื–ื” ื ืจืื” ืฉื”ื›ืขืก ืœืขื•ืœื ืœื ื™ื™ื’ืžืจ ื•ื›ืžื•ื”ื• ื”ืกืœื™ื—ื•ืช. 
ื—ื•ื–ืจืช ืขืœ ืื•ืชื ื“ื‘ืจื™ื ื‘ื›ืœ ืคืขื ืจืง ื‘ื ื™ืชื•ื— ื™ื•ืชืจ ืขืžื•ืง.
ื•ืื™ื–ื” ื˜ืจืื•ืžื” ืžื•ื–ืจื”. ื˜ืจืื•ืžื” ื™ื™ื—ื•ื“ื™ืช ืžืื“. ืžื•ืจื›ื‘ืช ืžืื“. ืขื“ื™ื ื” ื•ืขื•ืฆืžืชื™ืช. ืžืžืฉ ืชื•ืืžืช ืื™ืฉื™ื•ืช.
ื–ื• ื“ืจืš ื ื—ืžื“ื” ืœื‘ื—ื•ืจ ืœื”ืกืชื›ืœ ืขืœ ื˜ืจืื•ืžื”, ืœื? ื—ื—. ืœืคืขืžื™ื ื›ื“ื™ ืœื”ื™ื•ืช ืฉืคื•ื™ ืฆืจื™ืš ืœื”ื™ืจืื•ืช ืžืฉื•ื’ืข ืงืฆืช.
ืžื” ืขื•ืฉื™ื ืขื ื”ื›ืขืก ื”ื–ื”. 
ืื ื™ ื—ื•ืฉื‘ืช: 'ืœืขื–ืื–ืœ ืื™ืš ื ื”ื™ื™ืชื™ ืกืžืจื˜ื•ื˜'... ื•ืขื“ื™ื™ืŸ ืื ื™ ืžืคื—ื“ืช ืœื”ืจื™ื ืืช ื”ืจืืฉ.
ืื ื™ ืจื•ืฆื” ืœื™ื™ืฉื ืืช ื”ืžืกืงื ื•ืช ื•ื”ืจืฆื•ื ื•ืช ื”ื—ื“ืฉื™ื ื›ื‘ืจ ื”ื™ื•ื ืื‘ืœ ื–ื” ืœื’ืžืจื™ ื—ืกืจ ืื™ื–ื•ืŸ. ืขื•ื“ ืœื—ื›ื•ืช. ืฉืชืชืคืชื— ืžื•ื›ื ื•ืช.
ื’ื ื–ื”, ื‘ื™ื ืชื™ื™ื, ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ.

ื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ ืฉืœ ืœื‘ ืฉื‘ื•ืจ.

ื ืฉืžืข ืจื•ืžื ื˜ื™. ื–ื” ื›ืœ ื›ืš ืœื ื ืจืื” ื›ืš ื‘ืžืฆื™ืื•ืช. ืจืง ืื ื™ ื™ื•ื“ืขืช, ื•ืจืง ื”ืืžื•ื ื” ืฉืœื™ ื‘ื• ืžื” ืฉื™ื”ืคื•ืš ืื•ืชื•... ืœื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ ืฉืœื ื‘ืกื•ืฃ, ื•ืœื ื™ื’ื•ืŸ ื™ืคื” ื‘ืขื•ื“ื• ืฉื‘ื•ืจ.

ืื•ืœื™ ื™ืขื ื™ื™ืŸ ืื•ืชืš