But why all the reels and posts is about ed
It's actually very big trigger
I wanna be like them
But I know I can't
I even not really sure if I wanna healing and recover
I know I try really really hard
And sometimes I feel it's not worth it
I wanna live
I wanna die
I don't know what I want
It's 4 years now
That is very long time
It's actually worth it
Ahahahhaaa
I don't know
I want It's will be a little bit easier
But how
And when
I just wanna feel it's worth it
Just know that I always have me
And there's a life in this sea
And I able to live
And all this life will become better
I need a very big hug
Good night or something
