It's funny how I got so into this recently
Some people will not gonna believe that
Whatever I do what is good for me
I'm allowed to be both of things
Not here and not there
Kinda falling between the two sides
.But I like that
Rabby Nachman I love you
And I love how it affects me for good
Even in the dark times
It feels like home to me
Maybe even more than before
In the past I used to be like that But not that much I think
Every time I feel bad I literally open a book and reading some sentences of Rabby Nachman and it's actually makes me better
Sometimes just a little bit but it's always do
It's funny how it all happening
(And she said that I'm disdainful. That's hurting. And so not true)
Why I'm trying to prove she's wrong
Maybe I'm not
I'm just being me. And that's it
I like being like that
I like that I'm enjoying the both of the worlds
And that's allowed
Even if so many people in my life think it's not
I'm allowed to live like I want
(It's funny how it sometimes easier to me to write in English
Couple years ago I didn't even know English
I probably have a lot of spelling errors but I don't care)
I need a hug so badly right now
It's been a long tough week
I need to sleep as well
Yalla go girl no one gonna do it for you