How sick i am if I'm kinda jealous of her

I'm worried about her but im sort of jealous 

Ifffff

Stupid little girl 

Stupid voices in my head

I need to control it but its too much

Aaaaa ana give me a break please

I told her today that the thought and the voices came back

It's like to admit that is real

That ana came back to me big time

And i dont do anything about it but its real

Actually i cant do anything even if i want to cause im here 

Maybe I do need that

Maybe im actually sick and ana is controlling me 

It's becoming harder and harder 

I wanna cry 

Oof

I need help

Like literally WTF

I'm kinda scared

And it's not good

At all

And I need to know it'll get dealt with

It reminded me the time in the hospital and it's bad

What do I do

Dammit

https://www.israelhayom.co.il/news/environment/article/21587227

נכנסים בלילה למקעקע

תל אביב

אני מתיישב

והוא אומר לי שלכל אחד יש אלף קעקועים עליו

רק צריך להסתכל

אצלי הם צפים מלמטה אז זה קל

רק ללחוץ במקום הנכון ולהעתיק

I hate that I feel like this

I'm supposed to have fun but I'm crying in bed with a terrible headache

The pill didn't help

And I need to sleep for a million years

Why am I like this

Fuck

https://www.israelhayom.co.il/tech/space/article/21453288

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