"I want to get better"
I need to remember that
It seems impossible now
But I wanna believe so bad that it can get better
My PTSD is controlling me
And I wanna take care of that
I don't know how
But I want to
Next week I'll see her
I hope she can help
I'm tired
Of everything
I need to get some rest but I don't know how
Tomorrow I'll go to the ocean and it'll make me feel better
I have no power at the moment
I need to eat soon and it's difficult right now
I just wanna feel okay for a while
Is that too much to ask
Tatte I need you
Please help me
I don't know how But I need help
My parents think that I'm better but I'm not
I'm literally drowning
I'm trying to keep my head above the water
But it's so hard
Today was a lot
She asked me if she can help and I told her I don't wanna talk about it
I'm silent and that's bad
But i can't talk
It's so hard for me I don't know how to do it
God I need you
Make it a little bit easier please
I'm begging you
Please