Sometimes I feel like I know nothing and I should let god decide what's the best way to get where I gotta be. Sometimes I think it's best to stay quite and let things happen. Sometimes I feel stupid or aukward, and then I remember what Chandler said and how it all turned out to be, and that makes me breath fine and enjoy my life. Well, kind of enjoy them. I always have my bad memories and my regrets to eat me from the inside. Days I wish I could erase. Any way, I miss her so much that sometimes it hurts like hell. But it's fine. I'll be fine 'cause I have to be. For her, if not for me. God knows why, and that's the only thing that matters, right? Thing is, I wish I could move on without any problem, but I'm kinda scared to meet someone 'cause I don't know how to act like myself when I'm not home. I can learn to do that, I guess, but it's gonna be a long battle and I'm tired of fighting. All these small combats and the secrifice of the well known life I have, it's hard for me. I know I have to do that in order to get what I want, but I don't know if I can do it. And realy, it's the loneliness which makes it much harder, but I gotta admit I was crazy brave last week and it paid off. I did it, and I succeded, and I believe it's one more step getting me closer to being me even outside of home

That's it

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