You're not crazy
Here's the proof
So why this is so hard for me to process
It came from nowhere without warning or explanation
I'm pretty sure he wrote ptsd
And today she wrote cptsd
And it's good. But why I'm overthinking about it
You never spoke about it
And it exists anyway
Because it's obvious
And finally someone noticed and believes you
So it's good
Why are you so difficult girllll
Pff
Everything is too much right now
Can I run to the ocean please
I need nature and them in my hands and a hug but maybe that is not a really good idea
Today during the session suddenly the computer made a loud noise and I jumped
I hate this
My body reacts to everything immediately and with strong reactions
And it controls me
And it's fucking sucks
And painful in so many ways
I need to sleep for at least two years
Maybe that would help somehow
Wake me up when everything will be okay
?Ok
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